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About Me Member Wise Ass Uchiha-Shakezoola21/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 4 Years
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Painful Realizations are Enlightening

Mon Nov 23, 2009, 12:24 AM
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: Babel Noise (Jam's theme)
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
I know I'm cold-hearted. I know I'm an asshole. I know people hate that kind of thing. And I also know it's why I am single. Big deal. Why people keep asking the same goddamn motherfucking question is beyond me. "WHY DON'T YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!?"
Uh, hello? You're talking to someone who continually fights for everything. The way I live is not something people can nor will understand. People just don't get that. I'd rather fight it out than fall in love nowadays. Love leads me nowhere and frankly, it will diminish my efficiency. I hate that. Besides. To anyone who might even like me, I'm only someone to use anyway, so fuck the shallow lying sacks of shit. They can go to hell.
Look. Never ask that question again. Ever. I fight to enforce my beliefs. I am a leader. I go on my own, never to endanger those under me should it be possible. I walk my roads alone. I need not assistance from others, and should I need it I will not request it. I can conquer my own troubles. I am not weak. I sacrifice my own well-being to help others, I let them vent their troubles on me. It matters not what I think and therefore it should not matter at all whether or not I have a girlfriend. Leave me be. I am who I am, and many cannot accept that. I have grown up in a neighborhood who has never accepted my true being. And they never will. I like it better this way. Less distractions. Less chances of myself being thrown from my goals. Although I seem heartless, I do care. People do not understand that a blade can be used to protect, not to kill. I suppose my nature is something that simply cannot be comprehended and loved. Not that it matters, because I could care less.
So to all of you asking that question, do not do it ever again. I don't need to be reminded of my mistakes. And even though it hurts at times, I would rather remain single until someone loves and cares for me for who I am. Not because of what I do. Not because of what I can do, and neither because of my kindness at times. I don't want someone who cannot respect my nature. If they can heal the pain I've suffered throughout the years, that'd be fine. If they can get rid of the damage done to my soul, then fine. If they can mend the broken heart that has yet to be revived, then fine. If they can give me the reason I seek, then fine. Otherwise, my existence stays as is. Fighting eternally for justice.

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Devious Info

  • Interests: Competition, games, art, music, shiny objects when bored
  • Favourite movie: Raoh Gaiden
  • Favourite band or musician: X-Japan, Daisuke Ishiwatari, Kozo Nakamura, and Gackt
  • Favourite genre of music: Visual Kei
  • MP3 player of choice: My PSP, suckas. I can take pictures with my new camera, so yeah. If you want, ask for my AX photos.
  • Wallpaper of choice: My BlazBlue Ragna the Bloodedge Wallpaper which was taken from the official site
  • Favourite game: King of Fighters, Guilty Gear, BlazBlue
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360, PS2/PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Raoh from Hokuto No Ken
  • Personal Quote: "Fight with honor and respect. Die with a smile and no regret."
  • Tools of the Trade: Lead Pencils, Gel Pens, and music. (just to listen to, not my own singles, i am not a music artist)

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:iconchrisxlee:
Thanks dude! DeadPool is sick!

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People fear what they do not understand.
People are afraid to understand what they fear.
Most people do not understand what that means.
Where is that leading us?
End of time.
:iconuchiha-shakezoola:
you might get another fav, I know someone else who loves Deadpool as much as I do.

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“SHAAADDAP! Make me a Sandwich...OKAAAAY!!!”

~ Terry Bogard on Rock Howard
:iconchrisxlee:
haha thats great! I absolutley love Deadpool though! alot!

--
People fear what they do not understand.
People are afraid to understand what they fear.
Most people do not understand what that means.
Where is that leading us?
End of time.
:iconuchiha-shakezoola:
excellent. why i missed this is beyond me.

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“SHAAADDAP! Make me a Sandwich...OKAAAAY!!!”

~ Terry Bogard on Rock Howard
:iconmilliondollarempire:
Thanks again for another fav!

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"I'm a ghetto ass hero." - Kon
:iconuchiha-shakezoola:
It's Deadpool. Deadpool is awesome.

--
“SHAAADDAP! Make me a Sandwich...OKAAAAY!!!”

~ Terry Bogard on Rock Howard
:iconmilliondollarempire:
True, true.

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"I'm a ghetto ass hero." - Kon
:iconuchiha-shakezoola:
damn straight it is.

--
“SHAAADDAP! Make me a Sandwich...OKAAAAY!!!”

~ Terry Bogard on Rock Howard
:iconmilliondollarempire:
Thank you for the fav AND the comment!

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"I'm a ghetto ass hero." - Kon
:iconuchiha-shakezoola:
np. :D

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“SHAAADDAP! Make me a Sandwich...OKAAAAY!!!”

~ Terry Bogard on Rock Howard

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